I’m debating whether or not I should do a spell to help me find (the perfect for me) magical partner.
I’m not super sure if it’s a good idea for me to get with another person to do some spells because I’m trying to figure out what my path is. Although, there are some witches and pagans who seem to be very far into their path, but still have so much to learn.
I feel like I am at that stage.
I’d like to have a best magical friend who has been practicing for a while. Someone who knows what she/he is doing. Someone who wants to be just friends and will like to stay friends. (I’m very happy with my husband right now. I’m not looking for another lover!) I think I’d prefer someone who is the same age as me, but it’s not required.
Unfortunately, there aren’t a lot of gatherings where I live. I think pagan culture here has fizzled out in my location. I recall, in my early twenties, big May Day celebrations and community-based Sabbats, but I wasn’t ready to meet anyone just yet. Now that I’m ready (or sort of), gatherings in these parts are pretty dead, which makes me sad.
I have talked to some people online, which has been very rewarding, but having another witch to talk to and work with on a “physical” level would be awesome. I spoke about my path to a few friends and even my husband, but I don’t feel the same connection as I would with another witch.
Maybe I can do a “find a magical partner” spell and have it manifest when I’m ready. Or just think about it. I’m on the fence about it because, well, I have generalized anxiety disorder and based on past experiences, inviting a new person may invite trouble.